Just because i want to kill myself doesn't mean i'm suicidal. Also, just because i like to cut myself and dislike eating and think life is just something you have to endure and wear all black all the time does not mean i'm emo. Just a little something to think about there.
i really really REALLY hate my life right now. an not to sound like a self-absorbed loser, but it SUCKS ASS My boyfriend dumoed me for no reason the guy i love soooooooooooo much reallty doesn't like me AND he thinks i'm a slut everyone ELSE thinks i'm a slut I'm extremely overweight i can't even cut myself right my family is so weird that even the best therapist in the region couldn't hide her horror everyone and his brother john is trying to control every single thing i do everyone annoys the crap outta me for NO FUCKING REASON i look stoned half the day and weird the other half i'm failing biology i have an a in exactly three classes- health, spanish, and english no one really likes me they just put up with me i'm FAT and UGLY and STUPID and i HATE my LIFE! and i'm realy sounding like a loser now which according to SOMEONE i am! i SO hate my life! FMYLIFE FMYLIFE FMYLIFE FMYLIFE FMYLIFE! i need to find a better razor blade. i can't pierce my skin very well.
And it sucks. Anna was sick and Liann isn't talking to me or anyone which i don't know why. i Want to ask, but i'm afrid to, because of it might be her parent. Screw it, i'm her freakin best friend. i Have a right to ask. i Will during 6th. (No-one neds geometri so i never pay atention). Computer lab is almst ocver, and i haven't yet made the html background for the assingment. So i should. But thats okay, because it's easy for me. i'll See you later.
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